Wednesday, December 23, 2009

If only....

Have you ever wanted to take back something and NEVER EVER have it happen?
If you took that back you would think things would be sooo much better then they are now?
But u can't no one can change the past.
the seasons change, people grow, the old pass on.

Those are things that can't be undone.

I think; some days when i see people with the stuff that i lost i think, why do they still have it what made you choose me to loose it?

but what gives me the right to be angry? What he took wasn't mine, it was his. But i only realized that now. How can i be jealous or angry? i didn't deserve him in the first place ??
He was soooo goood to me. :)
I'll always love him.
It would have been 2 months since that day on Dec. 24
You taught me sooo much, you had a bigger heart then Me !! but you taught me how to use mine.
I love you Smith. I promised I would never forget you.
when you were going to heaven laying there on that vets bed i MADE a promise that i would
AlWAYS love you and NEVER forget such an awesome guy like you.
To me, A promise is a Promise no matter how small.

1 comment:

  1. Change can be a hard thing sometimes, and I've never had someone that close leave me, but I know what it must feel like. Good to hear that you still have faith in God after this, after all, God allows certain things to happen not to make us angry or weak, but to strengthen us. God is much better to us than we deserve, and in all things and in everything He deserves our thanks. After all, He is wanting our hearts, not our things.

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